Broken Mirror (feat. Autumnboy)

from The Brook by Harvey Cedars

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Broken Mirror

God I hate feeling this way all the time
So low and empty wishing I was no longer alive
It would be so easy just to end it but I know You have better plans for me

My soul feels empty
Vacancy has left me starving
Aspirations fading
Locked inside the cage of my mind

Can't be complacent
Disappointed in what I've accomplished
Suicide seams satisfying
But I can't put my hope in dying

But I will stare at my ceiling for hours on end avoiding sleep because I’m scared of waking again. I fight back and forth in my mind struggling to understand why a vessel you decided to send reflects your joy like a cracked mirror. Oh God how long have I been here for? This dullness is taking its toll, God how can I feel whole with a handful of pills stuffed inside my soul. I feel like most moments are misused, and I’ve been drenched in issues that hold me further from you than I could ever fathom. I’ve dragged my feet and pressed on with open wrists and a flash flood pouring from my veins, or at least thats what's inside my brain. It's not a tame train of thought, but most other parts of me don’t fall in line either.

Oh spirit, so divine, (you are the only sovereign king of mine) fill the cracks in my broken mind. (I was lost, now I'm yours to find)

Oh spirit, so divine (so divine)
Fill the cracks in my broken mind
(Fill the cracks in my broken mind)

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from The Brook, released January 26, 2018

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